i wish you'd post more updates about your life and state of being. i wish you would chronicle your inability to be anything worthwhile on a daily basis.

your unwillingness to share your pitiful need for any and all types of attention upsets me because, if people only knew you'd take anything then i imagine everyone who tolerates you would start telling you their real feelings. start telling you to your face what they tell their friends (see friends; something you will never ever have), and that is that they would wish you out of existence if they only could.

think about things. really think about them. don't take what i'm saying, truly think about your life. you've immersed yourself in every different type of welcoming community that exists and what do you have to show for it? nothing. if you had to make a list of friends, that sheet of paper would be as blank and empty as you are at the end of the day. i can't fathom little things, like why you use messenger programs; after all, who do you put on those long pixelated lists?

shannon, you have no future. nothing awaits you in college or after. you've remained alone and incapable of forcing even the slightest kindness out of other people for your whole life. because you never developed the simple and plain ability to form relationships (relationships; not a kind of emotional attention for sex trade system like you have with boys) with other people, you will continue living alone, listlessly crawling through your life without direction, searching for things you don't deserve and will never find.

kill yourself. it's the only real choice you have. it's the best thing you will ever be able to do for yourself. you should have succeeded the first time. life has no other plans for you. no one wanted you to survive that.

i wanted you to know.
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it's rare for people to be as ugly on the outside as they are inside, but you seemed to really hit it on par.

does it hurt your feelings that the only reason you've ever gotten this much traffic on your page is because i hate you enough to come here all the time?

truly, i couldn't stay away.

you make it all so easy.

keep trying; i'm as consistent as your bad style.

how much do i scare you?

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